The coming together of all parts, through the process of creating classes, website launching and re-opening my business, has been quite a path.
I’ve learned so much while being self focused, which for most of my life, focus was on everyone else.
I've been re-learning self loving behaviours, releasing co-dependent habits that keep me from receiving & fully being myself and sharing with others fluidly.
Through the 8 months it took to renovate our home, there was a lot of team work, communication, asking for help, surrendering to the process, letting go of perfectionism and giving myself breaks in between.
I could continue to work all day long and push to drive ahead beyond my needs, this showed me that hard work is valued; also knowing when to rest and self care is equally important.
When I want something really bad, I work for it. I have invested members supporting me and I am so grateful for them. Allowing this help and asking for it has offered me the chance to step into the uncomfortable.
Which brought me to my worthiness, and why has it been so hard for me to receive?
Reflections had me seeking the root. Once found, I nurtured and accepted it, chose willingness to let go and give in.
Mother’s words can soothe the heart and soul. When there’s something really important to me, it’s only natural to have nervous feelings, the goal wouldn’t be that big of a deal if I didn’t. Her words reminded me I am human. They showed me I have a lot of passion behind my goal and caring for something so much can create many thoughts, emotions and sensations.
What I chose to do with them, was where I had huge shifts in my path.
It’s ok to not know how it will turn out, I show up anyways.
It’s ok to fear, for a little while and then turn to love and affirm what is so.
It’s ok to ask for help, it’s not a weakness but a strength, it takes a village to build a masterpiece.
It’s ok to doubt, it allows confidence the chance to grow.
It’s ok to show vulnerability, because someone else may allow themselves to show it too.
I don’t know how everything will turn out. I do know that life is a journey and we ALL have a path we walk. Everyone one of us is going through some sort of change within.
It’s ok to let it be known because in giving it a voice or a name, we free it from controlling our actions, we diffuse it and focus on what we want.
I see the good. I accept the bad. I’m learning not to judge any of it.
I flow somewhere in the middle and always let my intuitive heart guide me.
With so much Love
Woman, Wife, Mother and Intuitive. Consciously evolving with all of nature and humanity.