How many times have you been put down, let down or abandoned?
As humans we reject what we don’t understand, like or enjoy feeling.
We’ve been taught to compare as a way to feel good or find our value, which can thwart our spirits.
Doing many years of inner healing, brings you closer to the root of matters.
Ones that keep showing up, over and over in many areas of life.
Some provide clear indications that pass quickly, while others linger for much longer.
I love the onion example.
Here we are, layered onions that as we peel them back one by one it gets more potent.
With each skin we shed, there are tears and at times we must look away, for a bit.
Then we return and keep at the process.
As I get closer to living my truth every day; re-committing to the never ending process.
I see clearly, that experiences from the past have led me to hold energy of rejection.
I’ve been willing to do things my body said no to, ensuring acceptance but at a great cost.
How many times have things happened to you that you didn’t understand?
Was there someone there to hold you and encourage you to honour you first?
Many times we suffered in silence, deciding to change to fit in, not for our higher good.
This is a silent killer in my opinion.
This changes the connection we have with our innate body wisdom and spirit.
With many years of it, builds walls, fears, doubts and at times unbearble pain.
I won’t pretend that I have all the answers because they are different for everyone.
I share my own awareness in hopes that you feel less alone.
That you find a way to open up to your own fears and peel one layer at a time to uncover your truth.
Healing work can be intimidating, scary, tiring and down right exhausting.
What I’ve come to appreciate over many years of consciously doing my inner work,
is that, the more I understand myself, the more choices I have to listen, trust myself & choose from my centre.
What follows that hard work & dedication is bigger pockets of flow, honesty and creativity.
That I can then choose to express in my life the way I choose.
Then it impacts others in ways that shift us all, which affects us as a whole.
If I could visit myself in the past, I would tell her.
Don’t ever change for anyone, I will help you accept what’s yours, see what’s theirs; its ok for us all to be where we need to be.
Stand strong in who you are, those willing to meet you there will be there, those who won't just let them go.
So hold your children, stand up for yourself.
Give yourself the gifts of healing aspects that hold you back, that continue to cycle you through pain, doubt, worry or fear.
I promise, well into the onion you will be crying tears of joy as the pain of rejection starts to disappear and you are left with your own clarity and your own hand to hold.
Your spirit has and will always been there.
I love you.
Woman, Wife, Mother and Intuitive. Consciously evolving with all of nature and humanity.