What is there to say about my journey for accepting help.
Well I finally said it out loud four different times to a couple different people, that was a good start. I find this time in my life as one that's completely honest with myself and others. Which is why this quote above resonated with me.
Together with this acceptance is the act of being impeccable with my word and asking for clarity. I've spent many years of my lifetime over thinking, assuming, wondering how someone may view me or my decisions. I've had different levels of inner pain or suffering over what I thought, felt, heard or said. With that came a lot of unclear expectations, thoughts and in the end continuous experiences of that nature.
So do we really know how much we create our lives? Are we aware of how powerful our words, thoughts and feelings truly are?
There are many moments when I wish this conscious train would de-rail and head me back to the days where I didn't see so clearly. I zoned out with the many options this 'system' or "world structure' we live in offers us. It's at those hard, dark, deep moments of change or pain that I reach out.
How I reach out is to talk honestly about how I feel with safe friends and family members. The act of sharing one's self honestly is bringing me to a point of realization that we all give each other opportunities to reflect something to each other. We all get to be there for each other in unique ways. Whether it's I got your back this week and you get mine next week when I've de-railed my train. It could be that your experience is something I've never heard anyone be honest about and it's safe to do that? It could be that someone has been accepting help from so many others and just wants to be able to be there for you, so they feel helpful. It could be that I've avoided seeing this in myself for years and I'm processing it gracefully through your experiences. No matter what the reflection, experience of circumstance, we can seek and accept help.
I am choosing to be courageous in looking at who I am in the inside, finding that beautiful, powerful space within that I am so scared of and giving it a voice of Love and Acceptance.
We may feel like we are separate from one another through comparison, judgement, low self-worth, dis-eases or race. In my opinion we are all here doing work we chose to do or not to do, for the goal of assisting the whole to evolve.
May we all be given the chance through our relationships and experiences to know ourselves deeply and honestly. May we fight the good fight and find the courage to share ourselves with each other with truth, compassion and love.
Woman, Wife, Mother and Intuitive. Consciously evolving with all of nature and humanity.